Any song lyrics or quotes to sum up how i am feeling..?

Hey,, Just wondering if anybody knows any song lyrics or quotes about how i am feeling. Feel like theres no way out i'm in loads of debt, i'm grieving for a family member, and everything around me seems to be falling apart. Used to have a drug problem, but have been clean for a year now, and i feel so close to just going back to that to help me cope, either that or,, well. I dunno. Any songs or quotes that have anything about these things in, Please let me know, Thanks for your time x